Archive for April, 2008

A shattered heart

Saturday, April 5th, 2008

I lay here in the dark thinking of how a heart which is not whole to begin with got heartbroken.

How do you break that heart? Its already shattered. You pick it up one by one. Gently you fix them back together. Although its halfway fixed, one can still see the lines of hurt in between. The scars of painful memory. It will not heal, it will not recover. And then halfway you decide its not worth it. So you throw it away. And then you tramp on those small little broken pieces heartlessly…

Truthfully I don’t even know how to continue this blog … Who its meant for … And how its helping me in any way at all …

You’ll never
understand why I hurt so much because you’re not the one who is crying,
you’re not the one who is left behind, you’re not the one who loved too
much and you’re not the one who is holding on to someone who is gone…