The perfect no-stress environment is the grave.
When we change our perception we gain control.
The stress becomes a challenge, not a threat.
When we commit to action, to actually doing something rather than feeling trapped by events, the stress in our life becomes manageable.
When you leave, remember the place where you have left me. If you go back and I’m not there, it doesn’t mean I don’t love you anymore, I just love you so much that I’ve left to search for you.
I wish for a chance to say this to someone …
I have never been lost, but I will admit to being confused for several weeks.
I woke up today feeling so bloody lost and I have no idea what contributed to this.
Its my rest day and there’s so many things I want to do but yet I wish I could just sit back and sleep my rest day away. But that only means one thing, a waste of a beautiful day where I have the time to do what I want to without no one controlling my beautiful life.
And so … plans was for wakeboarding with Aslina but due to certain necessary monthly changes in the female body I think I might have to postpone it … We’ll rollerblade instead okay? Its safer.
So well … hopefully I won’t feel as lost as I did when I first woke up today by the end of today.
Toodles out now …
The beauty of independence, departure, actions that rely on themselves.
Tomorrow a new day will rise in my universe
Tomorrow I will not see your name written in my verses
I will not listen to apologies
I will ignore your remorse without guilt
Tomorrow I will forget that yesterday I was your faithful lover
Tomorrow I will have no reason to hate you
I will erase your dreams with my dreams
The wind will blow away my memories of you forever
Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.
Letting go of something/someone you truly treasure and then you know you will be stronger than what you think you are.
So I am letting go of everything that I feel for.
Truth be told - I am so god damn scared to jump into something that will break my heart in the future, be it near or far. Even though it looks promising and bright. . . Sighs . . .I dont know why I feel like letting that go too … Maybe he’s better off with his current Beau. She will change to be a better person and everything will work out fine.
I rather be single and free … No heartbreaks and pain.
