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Throughout life you will meet one person who is unlike any other. This person is one you could forever talk to. They understand you in a way that no one else does or ever could. This person is your soul mate, your best friend. Don’t ever let them go, for they are your guardian angel sent from heaven up above.

I met an angel. A guardian angel. Such a sweet angel. But then I asked myself what do I really want from this angel. I asked myself where does this angel stand in my heart.

What I want is HOPE. The hope that he can make me happy and contented in life by being by his side.

Where he stands is - definitely deep in my heart. Sealed with a kiss. Unless he wants to break free, I’ll keep him there.

I hope its not jumping out of the frying pan and into the fire.

Love comes to those who still hope although they’ve been disappointed, to those who still believe although they’ve been betrayed, to those who still love although they’ve been hurt before.

There was this girl I know who is so happy-go-lucky on the surface, always putting up a bravefront and not letting her guard down at anytime … Until one day she found someone …

This someone had beautiful gorgeous brown eyes that look deep in her soul. This someone made her flustered alot of times. This someone made her blushed so many times.This someone made her feel at ease but yet nervous. She wonders how he does it…

She’s afraid to step into something that she would regret months or years down the road. But she’s also afraid that if she did not even make an attempt, this opportunity would be lost forever.

And so decides …

If ever you remember me, I’ll be thankful. If ever your lips meets mine, I’ll be grateful. If ever we fall in love, I’ll be happy. If ever we fall apart, I’ll be sorry.

And she continues …

I don’t need anyone to take advantage of my weaknesses or my strengths, I need someone who will appreciate me for everything that I am.

Our relationship can be best described as a crumpled piece of paper; no matter how hard you try to straighten it out, it’ll never take on its true form.

Its just too far deep in the relationship to make amendments. Its so over. And I am so over you wanting me wanting you…

The worst pain in the world is knowing that he meant everything to you but you meant nothing to him. But, life goes on once you realize your own strength inside of you: the strength to realize that saying goodbye doesn’t mean that you don’t love the person anymore or that you don’t want to keep them in your life. It doesn’t mean you’re weak. It means that you’ve the strength to let go and live your life to the fullest because you’ve learned that life really is good. You are strong and can only be as happy as you choose.

I’ll choose the destiny of my own life. Be it with someone or alone. Either ways I will still live the life I want to… The travelling, the holidays, the adventure trips, the outdoor activities … No constraints no holdaing back and no more worrying someone would be unhappy.

I want to write my feelings out, I want to pour my heart out, but I can’t find the exact words to describe my situation …

I feel lost but relieved of a huge burden.

I feel sad when a door closes on me but pleased when another opens up to a bundle of joy.

I feel down but I’m looking forward to a brand new day tomoro and the day after and the day after and the day after.

3 words - Life Goes On.

Don’t read too much into this blog. Only I understand.

"One day you’ll love me, the way I loved you. One day you’ll think of me the way I thought of you. One day you’ll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you’ll want me, but I won’t want you."

I am absolutely disgusted his blood runs in my veins.

Period.