Pain. Hurt. Lies.
Its painful to see someone you love being happy with someone else. But its totally heart-wrenching, heart ripping, guilt-ridden when someone you love is NOT happy with you.
Can you feeeel the above-mentioned quote?
It hurts doesn’t it?
I wouldn’t want someone I love so much to be hurting and aching and not be happy with ME. But what if I AM THAT SOMEONE and doesn’t he realised that I am not the LEAST happy for now?
What do I have to do? To lie to him so I can go out and have my fun and be happy? To fake and make things up so I can do my own HAPPY things?
Do I really have to resort to such measures…
Am I REDUCED to such despicable measures…
Maybe that’s the only way which I can try to have the "best of both worlds". Which are my friends/happiness and Him.
Pathetic.
